Reflecting on Now
Journal Date: June 6, 2017
So imagine that you cannot turn off your thoughts. In my mind, my memories are like pieces to a puzzle. Some of them fit and some of them do not. At times, when I try to relax my mind, it can be difficult. Nothing seems to work. As I reflect, I realize there are a few things that I still wish to accomplish in the near future.
What is it that I actually remember that is accurate about my life? Well, for one, I have not accomplished all there is and that I have set out to do. Motherhood is one, everything else seems to be a blur. Yet, I acknowledge there have been small wins along the way. Add in a few degrees and what else? Hmm-mm, nothing seems to come to mind right away.
Come to think of it, I have read more books to keep my mind occupied. In fact, once I decide to do something else, I am sure I will make headway to get it done. As of right now, its just reading, reading and more reading. Oh and also prayer. Prayer has become part of my routine. I've learned prayer keeps me focused. I've learned that prayer is essential. So, I have decided to pray and see what happens. I did find that prayer is refueling too. As a matter of fact, prayer is exactly what I needed to refuel my being. I really found prayer to be helpful. Those life crisis are not as prominent when you pray. Prayer will help you decide what to keep for now and table for later. I got to go ya'll, I need to figure out what it is I want to create for myself in the next few months.
Until next time,
Lavilada
So imagine that you cannot turn off your thoughts. In my mind, my memories are like pieces to a puzzle. Some of them fit and some of them do not. At times, when I try to relax my mind, it can be difficult. Nothing seems to work. As I reflect, I realize there are a few things that I still wish to accomplish in the near future.
What is it that I actually remember that is accurate about my life? Well, for one, I have not accomplished all there is and that I have set out to do. Motherhood is one, everything else seems to be a blur. Yet, I acknowledge there have been small wins along the way. Add in a few degrees and what else? Hmm-mm, nothing seems to come to mind right away.
Come to think of it, I have read more books to keep my mind occupied. In fact, once I decide to do something else, I am sure I will make headway to get it done. As of right now, its just reading, reading and more reading. Oh and also prayer. Prayer has become part of my routine. I've learned prayer keeps me focused. I've learned that prayer is essential. So, I have decided to pray and see what happens. I did find that prayer is refueling too. As a matter of fact, prayer is exactly what I needed to refuel my being. I really found prayer to be helpful. Those life crisis are not as prominent when you pray. Prayer will help you decide what to keep for now and table for later. I got to go ya'll, I need to figure out what it is I want to create for myself in the next few months.
Until next time,
Lavilada
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